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.: Its getting harder and harder to breathe.... :.

I think I need to relocate. I have never "not" been a morning person until I had to move back home with the family. Every morning I find myself waking up in the same raunchy, ugh can't i stay in bed all day, if one person talks to me i am going to bite their head off, mood. I guess I had been so use to living alone for all those years, that now I can't stand having to share the bathroom at 7am, or not being able to walk from the bathroom to my bedroom naked. There are always people there. Always.

A few days ago, I found myself in the furthest corner of my house, just trying to get 5 seconds alone to collect my thoughts. how normal is that?? I just feel like if I don't get some privacy, and I mean soon, I think I am going to have a nervous breakdown. Do you have any idea what that is like? Living with 6 people, constantly right there in your face? I can't even go to my room and lock the door without someone coming up there and wanting to know "whats the matter???"

Can you tell I haven't had my coffee yet?

Peace out....

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.: 8:30 a.m. :.
.: January 22, 2004 :.

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.: yin :: yang :.